SOWWY

sowwy that i wrote nothing in the last time...

i were busy

but okay... SHE FINALLY SAID SHE LOVES MEEHH <3 <3 <3

okay and i am back from Seattle! And a friend died yesterday. I don't have the force to do this anymore but I'll do it anyways baecause i can't leave her...

She can cheer me up...

 

21.6.13 12:40, kommentieren

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KILL ME PLEEAASEE!!

THEY ARE SAYING: "DO THIS; DO THAT!!"

That is sooo annoying! My Little sister is annoying like hell. I miss my friends and my love. It's just shit here.

A Girl from my new School has a crush on me, but I'm ignoring her ice cold.

In the evening it's great. We are sitting by a Little fire and I Play the guitar and sing too. But when we come home from School i Need to go to clean up the stables.

The hardest Thing is: i CAN ride a horse and I'm allowed to do it. It has taken so much time until i fighted my phobia down. And now I'm riding. It's incredible!!

 I slowly start to annoy my "parents". When we have visit i behave like a Little child with 3 years,

ThE Show mUsT gO oN!!

16.6.13 00:13, kommentieren

Kill me!

sorry that i write so late but we just ate here in Seattle...

My new "sister" is just annoying. She's 13. And today i behaved not so bad, because it's the first day.

Yes, it's the first day with a very very bad Jetlag. I miss my frined already. And my crush...

tomorrow will be funny c:<

 

14.6.13 19:27, kommentieren

Arrived!

I arrived in Seattle...

I will behave like a Little pig and mumble "spells"...

My new foster parents are hardcore religios. They will get scared as hell when i mumble my "spells". I will scream and jump around and when they say: "Stop!" i will Insult them. I'll be back in one week, i promise! I can't leave my friends and...

and I can't leave the Girl i love!

Okay,

LeT ThE ShOw BeGiN!!!

)

13.6.13 17:29, kommentieren

"Things will get better!"

"Things will get better!"...

How often i heard this sentence...

Maybe it is true, but maybe not! In the last 12 hours things got better. A friend of mine said that my crush likes me, but i don't think so. She don't likes me THIS way i like her...

And you should NEVER be the sweet guy in a house full of Teenager (10-13 years old). They will attack you an be like: "OOHH, HE'S SOO CUTE!!" I hate how i look! I hate how I sing! I hate how I am!

I fell in the bathroom and my head started bleeding. Fortunatly Snake's a good 'doctor'.

In the last time many thunderstorms came to our City and I AM maybe a childhead, but i hate thunderstorms...

Slowly i get depressed...

12.6.13 16:39, kommentieren

"Things will get better!"

"Things will get better!"...

How often i heard this sentence...

Maybe it is true, but maybe not! In the last 12 hours things got better. A friend of mine said that my crush likes me, but i don't think so. She don't likes me THIS way i like her...

And you should NEVER be the sweet guy in a house full of Teenager (10-13 years old). They will attack you an be like: "OOHH, HE'S SOO CUTE!!" I hate how i look! I hate how I sing! I hate how I am!

I fell in the bathroom and my head started bleeding. Fortunatly Snake's a good 'doctor'.

In the last time many thunderstorms came to our City and I AM maybe a childhead, but i hate thunderstorms...

Slowly i get depressed...

12.6.13 16:38, kommentieren

What should I do?

Seriously! What should I do?

I'm thinking about killing myself but not now. And I'm thinking about to let my hair grow again. Maybe I should kill myself!

I mean my crush is about to kill herself, Lena is gone and I'm just alone...

But...

NO!

Who else can make the world better, then us?? We, the People that are NOT Mainstream. We can make the world better. Okay yes! The world is cruel, unfair and ugly but only because of the mainstream-humanity.

I'm NOT like everybody else!!

11.6.13 18:55, kommentieren